Life sucks, im screwed. Need more time, seriously. Just revising 1 topic of 1 subject for 5 hrs is not even enough. Everything is gng too fast, esp math and chem. Screwed.

Tried on our choir dress and it  totally freaked me(and my frens) out. We were screaming and laughing in the toilet like crazy. The dress made us look like chinese restaurant waitresses. At least the guys' blazers look decent. 6 more practs left, i need more time for choir also. Napfa is 3 wks away, and i still cant pass my 2.4 and inclined. Need time to jog in the morning during weekends also. Life's a complete mess.

Tmr's geog test, fri's econs test :o 

yawn. i just got back from town went to search for choir shoes. kino doesnt seem to have kpop c.ver mags anymore. i need(want) a cup of iced vanilla latte from starbucks now so badly ):

p.s: i just realised i slept for almost 17 hrs on thurs and the last meal i had was @ 11am. My next meal was @ 130pm on fri, shit -.-

Pray that my ans for c) is correct. Pray even harder that i can pass my math test this time round. Need confidence very badly.

Lunched @ mac w pp, zining & huiling. Felt super guilty after ystd's kfc and tdy's mac -.- Went back to sch to study while pp went home. Huiling let me listened to some virtual haircut thing which was super cool. Mr Cheow is training us for sectionals tmr :o

( msn: ower )

KFC for lunch/dinner was awesome. Haven had kfc for so long i think i was trying to relieve stress by eating fried chicken. The crispy skin somehow makes me feel comforted.(sounds weird, but kfc is one of my fave food)

Completed PI at 3am last night. Can you believe I spent 8 hrs on it? Could have finished earlier if not for misinterpreting the place and coming up with the wrong strategy. Whatever, I finally thought of 1 at 230, which im still not sure whether it makes any sense. Thurs we would be released at 130 instead of the old 5pm bec fri's timetable was shifted to thurs due to good friday. Darn happy :D

Den, yx, dap gng for poly orientation tmr. Miss them ):

I've been using the word 'demoralised' several times in 2 days.

"I'm so super demoralised after chem and math test. I feel so demoralised not being able to uds econs. It's so demoralising for me not being able to express myself in fluent english for gp. I feel so demoralised aft choir exchange tdy. I feel so demoralised after what jc has done to my life."

Maybe it might improve as time passes. Maybe i just need more time to adapt to the subjects than other students. Maybe things will change for the better and i can do well for promos. Maybe, not.

Had choir exchange tdy and ajc sounded so good :o Yeah, they made me feel so inferior. And I really like fuhua sec chosen pieces.

I went sushi tei just now agn. Mom said there's no turning back for the decision ive made. HWAITING, pls xh, think of mommy and dbsk. You must do well! :D

tired and bored today. Actually I feel like that everyday. I'm still trying to adapt to jc life despite being here for almost 2 months. The whole education system thing is too fast. I don't even have time to think why is it the way it is. Weekends now pass in a blink of an eye. Now i rely on TVXQ to give me strength and it miraculously work, thats why im still surviving now. My blog is getting boring, talking abt jc stuffs everyday.

I couldnt resist the bbf temptation it's the last ep tdy! The koreans have finished it alr, i'll wait for the subbed one tmr. Ystd's ep made me cried like shit. Smth unhappy happened just nw, and i cried agn. I think im just finding excuses to cry to let the stress out. Who cares, it makes me feel slightly better.

My whole leg muscles are aching like hell after pe on mon. Sigh.